It’s been about a year

In a reflective blog post, the author shares their emotional journey dealing with the death of a friend named Andrew. They explore the themes of grief, memory, and the impact of loss on personal life and relationships, highlighting how the absence of Andrew has altered their experiences with games, music, and social interactions. The narrative includes personal anecdotes, dreams involving Andrew, and musings on life and death, suggesting a newfound openness to spiritual beliefs. Ultimately, the author illustrates how Andrew's memory continues to influence their life decisions and emotional state.